Does anyone else ever feel like everything is falling down around them?

Not like the sky or anything like that, I'm talking about...I don't know. I feel like nothing is going right. Like nothing makes sense anymore.

I don't even know why I'm even asking this question, since chances are no one is going to actually pick up my journal, read this, and reply. So I guess I'm just writing it down to write it down. Which, doesn't help me at all. It's not like my journal is going to reply back with 'Yeah, Ewan, I feel like that all the time!', because if it did than I'd probably freak out. And no one would believe me, and everyone would just think I was more crazy than they already do.

I mean, really, who has a journal that talks to them?

Well, there are those nifty electronic journal doohickey's that have that robot voice that opens to voice passwords and stuff like that, but those are totally not the kind of journals I am talking about.

And now I'm rambling. But no one really cares. Because no one is reading this.

But if you are, whoever you are holding this journal, I apologize for rambling. I'm a rambler.

I might have just made that word up.